Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day

  October 15th is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day and it's something that should be remembered. Right? It's remembering a sweet little baby who could only hear your heartbeat, only a bond a Mother would know. Why not remember it? Not only miscarrying a child, but also delivering a butterfly baby. It's a trial you go through to strengthen your faith and to trust in God more. That's the only way I got through losing our baby. Is it hard to let go and let God? Yes, I still have a hard time with every day stuff. You just have to lay your burdens down and trust in Him. 

 As I sit here and type this, I have a candle lit in honor of our baby. Did you forget to light your candle tonight? Do it tomorrow night, it's a never forgotten memory.  As I was reading some comments under a friends post on FB, I came across a Mom saying how it has become taboo for people to talk about it. She has a point! It's almost like break milk--goodness forbid you give a friend breast milk because that's just "weird." Drinking Cow and Goat Milk is WEIRD, but we do it. We are the only mammal who doesn't 'drink' their own milk. Who's the weird one? Really though! LOL Back to what I was saying, why is it that people dismiss things because it's not normal? Maybe it's not their normal and they like to make it weird. I am not the one to talk about it randomly, but if it gets brought up I will. I know some people just don't know how to talk to people about life situations, maybe they don't want to upset someone, maybe they haven't been in that scenario and don't know what to say, or maybe they don't care. Don't care? Yep! You have some people who think being pregnant with a child  who has a heartbeat isn't a person, so that makes him/her not human because they haven't taken their first breath. News flash--If you throw fertilizer on soil to make grass grow, and you see green buds...is that grass/living organism? YES! Same difference, different concept. 

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  Since then, we got pregnant again and had Flynn. He is number THREE. People always ask will there be another? Of course, if God has plans for us to have another! I would love a football team, but I am also content with the three I have now...and our foster children. I love our foster children. I am taking one day at a time and enjoying every child God has given me. 

  I am logging off--DVR and hot tea time. Have a good night and will catch you later! 

-The Random Babbling Mom

15,714 Readers!!

15,714 Readers!! I feel honored and the love!

As most of you know, we have been back and forth to so many Doctors for Sawyer in the past and now we can greatly say, we found an Ophthalmologist that can do surgery! If you would like to know more information, please Click here for Sawyer and you can also subscribe to his updates!

 How have you been? As I sit here typing this, I am literally watching the Clemson game with my eyes and let my fingers do the talking. How many Clemson fans do we have in the house? What about Carolina (BOOOOO)? My pumpkin pie is in the works to making it to my mouth, not sure if I can make it to half time.

  Hubs is in Pre-Med which isn't easy. He has 18 credit hours Mon-Fri classes and then he works before, in-between, and after class. I finally got a 2 hour nap yesterday in 5 months all to myself...it felt great! I honestly can't believe it has been that long, but time has FLOWN! The last time I actually laid in bed was 40.5 weeks pregnant with Flynn MISERABLE and couldn't sleep! We have had so much fun having 3 boys. Watching Bentley and Sawyer interact with Flynn makes me fall so much more in love with them.

Time to go eat some pie, thought I would share how many viewers I have had. What would you like to read? Anything new in your life? You guys are the reason I am still around, even if it is every so often!


-The Random Babbling Mom

Reviewing My Own Blog...

  I am back! How many times have you heard that before? LOL! I am going to TRY and post more to my Blog rather than my Facebook so much. I am hoping to keep up this Blog better than I have been, but I guess only time will tell. I've been trying to activate my account for a couple of weeks now, forgot my e-mail and password to this thing. Why does Google all a sudden have to have an account with everything on the Internet?! This account is set up with a previous e-mail before Hubs and I wed, so trying to remember with preggo brain is simple impossible.

 Hubs and I are expecting our third child, Flynn, currently 37 weeks pregnant. I was ready yesterday to have this baby! From the 3D/4D ultrasound, he's a cute one with 3 chins. Yep! I said 3 chins, LOL! I was measuring 39 weeks 3 days ago, so if I am measuring 40 on Monday, there will be talk of induction. This Mama doesn't want a planned pregnancy, I am all for surprises. Bentley decided to come on his own, induced with Sawyer because I was measuring so big, and now here we are again. I have two little ecstatic boys who is ready to meet their little brother--bring on the baby!

  Since the last time I shared with you all, I finished school! I am hoping to continue my education again after Flynn is born and soon be a Lactation Consultant. I NEED clinical hours and I know it wouldn't be smart to start them while pregnant. Who would pack on the stress? As I have a little time right now, I am using it for this Blog.

  Time to sign off--I need to do some updates to this Blog! If you want to know every time I post, please subscribe!


-The Random Babbling Mom