November Already??

My two loves. 

How was your weekend? Our was BUSY packed with friends, family, and festivities! Talking about having a good 'ol time! I spent time with my sweet Hubby and loved on my little babe. I have been debating for months now about taking Bentley trick-or-treating and we decided to take him to a trunk-or-treat. We actually had a ball and he stayed up for the entire night we were out. He was a cute little scarecrow!! We finished carving our pumpkins and lit them up for the first time last night, Bentley even wrote on his pumpkin "Bentley."

 Since Bentley has made his appearance, the Hubs and I have gotten so close. It seems like he was the glue to the paper, make sense? Not only did God bless us so much with him, God blessed our marriage as well. Since the Mil has been out of the picture for the past few weeks-maybe month, I feel like a newlywed, really. I feel like we had missed out on so much, but we are finally figuring out who each other really are-I love it! He is a new/happy/loving husband! I feel like I got my old Christian from our dating days, LOL! Then, to add our baby boy, my life is so blessed. I LOVE, LOVE, my family. I know the Hubs doesn't know this, but he will when he reads this-Since the Hubs has made a few changes to our marriage, I have drawn closer to God. I am one to admit that I was falling. The Mil and stress was separating the Hubs and I, and I was letting it separate God and I. Satan tried to intervene so much for a while that I thought that things were at the end of the rope. I let the Hubs and Mil run so much of my life that I lived to be mad and upset-that is not the person I am. After having the 100th conversation with the Hubs, but really telling him everything including my spiritual downfall I was having, I really truly honestly believe that he KNEW how hurt I really was. He and I decided to drop the problems and to focus on God and Us. I never thought how easily God can remove your problems when you focus on Him and doing what he commands. I have God to thank so much that not only did I turn from my problems, but to look at the Hubs a different way, my husband. He did what needed to be done and it has lifted this HUGE dark cloud away from us. I love it! He and I missed out on our 2 years together, but we are reliving what we should have done a long time ago. I love you Christian.

  I am sitting here with a cup of coffee and I can hear the Halloween candy yelling...not calling, but yelling my name! I knew I shouldn't have went trunk or treating! Ya'll have a good night!


Megan