Just What I Needed

 The boys and I went to the Zoo this morning with a friend and picnicked. It was good to just get away in the early morning and do something plus we were back in time for nap time. I think that kind of benefits me, am I right? LOL. Bentley enjoyed his time with his little buddies, I think the elephants are still his favorite. Sawyer sucked on his toes and talked, so it was pretty fun. The playground where we picnicked was a little too packed with kids, so I didn't enjoy chasing Bentley through the crowds. 
 It looks like the Tropical Storm is getting close. I saw on the news that Greenville was already flooding. The weather is so out of wack! We never had a Winter this year and then Hurricane season started almost a month to early. What's next? Snow in July? So after I put the boys to bed this afternoon, the door bell rang. I opened the door and there was a woman standing there with a huge bouquet of flowers. She asked if I was Megan and of course I said yes! She handed them over and I couldn't stop smiling. Hubs ended up sending me flowers! He hasn't been very romantic since way before we had Bentley and I thought maybe he outgrew the "romancing" but maybe he still has an itty bitty tiny tad bit of it left in him, LOL. He's too sweet. They are by far the prettiest flowers I have EVER gotten from him and I can't wipe the smile off my face. 

Picture taken with phone.

Picture taken with phone. 

 What's for supper? I am seriously thinking about not cooking and going out to grab something. I haven't set anything out and I am already starving! I used to cook all of the time while Hubs was home, but since he's gone right now, I always cook to much. I try and half everything, but I still have so much left over. It's a waste. I can't wait until I start cooking again. 


 Do you have the App Spotify? If so, how does it work? I downloaded it, but it says it's only giving me 48 hours of a free trial. Is it like Pandora or better? I noticed that everyone is using it and sharing it on their FB wall, but I for some reason am out of the loop. I like what I see so far, but I need to know how to use it. I have 10 little fingers trying to help me type and I feel like this is taking forever, lol. What other Apps do you have that you want me to share in a Blog?


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So you know how I've been talking about the Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy? Well, a friend posted a Review she found on FB and I thought that I would share it with you! Please, go out and Buy it! Kindle it! Borrow it! Do it! I am half way finished with the second book, having 2 kids--it's hard to finish it so quickly! I am addicted! 

By
P.A. Lupton
This review is from: Fifty Shades Freed (Fifty Shades Trilogy) (Kindle Edition)
An undercurrent, by definition, is the hidden movement of water beneath the surface; its tug and motion are only perceptible upon submersion. Fifty Shades is exactly like an undercurrent. You dive into the story thinking you know what to expect, only to find out once you're in it that it's something else completely. And Fifty Shades Freed is the riptide of currents. You'll be swept away with a force that is impossible to escape, not that you'd want to escape. You'll savor every moment, every word, and when it's over you'll want to pick it up and start again from the beginning. The only thing I'd like to caution readers about with the Fifty Shades Trilogy--it will literally ruin other books for you.

So many readers glance at the back cover this book and expect an erotic novel about BDSM. Yes there are some BDSM elements to the story, but that's not what this novel is about. Fifty Shades is probably the best romance I've ever read. It's impossible to put into words in a review what this book will make you feel. It's so emotional. It is authentic, open, honest, and at times both heartwarming and heartbreaking. I've recommended this series to so many people who told me that it was out of their comfort zone because of the BDSM. However, after practically browbeating them into reading it, every one of them came to me raving about how wonderful and unexpected it was. Still, I'm not going to lie, the erotic scenes are hot as hell--but they are tasteful, and nothing to shy away from in my opinion.

Christian Grey is the hero, and he defines the word contradiction. He is THE Alpha male. Strong, unbelievably sexy, and dominating, but just like other parts of this story, there are things unseen below the surface. There's a reason Ana refers to him as her "lost boy". Yes he is extremely successful, sensual and dominating (he doesn't apologize for his predilections), but he is misunderstood. He uses control as a mechanism to guard his feelings, and despite his behavior, Ana sees past the surface to the man beneath.

It's ironic that Christian spends most of his time trying to protect Ana. Initially, he views her as fragile, but as he quickly learns, appearances can be misleading. He discovers through Ana that strength is not only about brawn and toughness. Strength is displayed in bravery, fortitude, and the ability to cope with everything life throws at you, and Ana epitomizes inner strength. Not only is Ana the first woman to see Christian for who he really is, she is the first woman to stand up to Christian, and because of that she earns his respect, devotion, and unwavering love.

I've decided to rebel. There is no way I can justify classifying this novel as a 5 star read, so here it is: I've hijacked another star and I'm giving 6 stars to Fifty Shades Freed. I'm just hoping this blatant infraction of the rules is enough to warrant a run in with Christian's twitchy palm. I RECOMMEND (in shouty caps) this book to everyone who loves an amazing love story, because that's really what this book is. 


  There is one thing I do hate about the book and that's the language. I think there it too much curse words in the book, but I try my best to over look it. If you need to spice up your sex life or add to the spice, this is the book for you!


I now have twenty little fingers trying to grab this computer, so I am signing off! Hope you have a fantastic rest of the day and I will see you back here tomorrow! 






-The Stay at home Mommy who juggles it ALL! 

Waiting on a text...

This weekend has been pretty blissful! The boys and I cut watermelon and played outside this afternoon. Sawyer and I pigged out on watermelon while Bentley played in the sprinkler. I also skype'd Hubs, so he could join in on the fun! I think he was a tad bit bored, but what can ya do? LOL. I know he's reading this and thinking "I was not bored. I enjoyed it." <--whatever. Our weekend started off with a special phone call from my Hubby and a family cook out. We enjoyed getting together with family on Saturday, watching Bentley chase his little cousins was the cutest! It's nice to get away from your worries, put everything aside, and spend time with those who matter most. Hubs and I skype'd, so he got to hang with us at the family cookout. Little cousins thought it was the "coolest" thing ever to talk to him and my Dad falls into the category as well, lol. By the way, Happy Memorial Day! Hubs got a 3 day pass this weekend, so I've been in hog heaven. I'm so grateful that he gets to talk every now and then since he's in AIT, but I'm looking forward to it being over. I literally wait for a text or phone call from him every day. I go out of my way making sure I don't go anywhere with no cell phone service JUST IN CASE he calls me. It's almost like a chore in a way because I feel like I have to wait around for it. I also don't go to bed till 10:00 every night just in case--you never know. He's in bed by 9, so I know I'm in the clear at 10:00 (1 hour time difference). 16 days left! Whoo-hoo!

 I am craving warm gooey brownies, I can taste it in my mouth. I am so tempted to make them, but I am REALLY trying to watch my weight since I have 16 days to see Hubs. I feel like I am gaining everyday even though the scale says different. Hmph! I can smell brownies right now, that's how bad it is. Anyway! Tomorrow the boys and I are going to the Zoo in the am with a friend, hopefully it won't be to hot! I am a baby when it comes to heat and burning up. I think I mentioned that a few blogs ago. The boys are in bed and I am again, waiting on a phone call. I figured I'd try and fit in a Blog before he calls, but I have a feeling this won't get finished before he does call. This week will be going to be a little slow, I may try and go back to the gym (which I need too!), but it's so hard when the child care is always coming and getting you because you have two babies crying nonstop. I was doing so well there, and now 3 weeks later--I huff and puff going up the stairs again. It's hard to believe how fast your body adapts to something--in my case not working out for 3 weeks. Pray that I get the energy and will-power to go and work my butt off. Literally! 
 I hate to leave you in mid convo, but Hubs is calling. Have a good night!


-The Stay at home Mommy who juggles it ALL! 

Fertile Myrtle??

  Is it ever so possible that your childs looks can change within 4 days? Mamaw and Papa brought the boys back today and Sawyers looks changed. Bentley acted a little more grown up--maybe it was just me missing them, I don't know. They changed so much within the 4 days, I can only imagine how in shock Hubs will be! We have 2 weeks 6 days until I go and get him, I miss him so much! 

I have been so stressed lately, I feel like I could go into panic mode. I am trying so hard not to stress, but the dumbest thing sets it off. Whether I get a text from a friend, thinking about the 14-16 hour drive to see my Hubby, children, anything. I honestly think I will be better when Hubs gets home, I have a lot on my plate and I let stuff get to me. Happy face :D 

 Baby fever? Ugh! Why do I always get baby fever? I wrote Hubs a couple of weeks ago telling him how bad I have it and he was of course, happy. I was hoping to knock it out by the time he got home, but I still have it. I think we are going to wait a little bit, but I am not sure how long ;) Hubs has baby fever more than I do, so it's really when I give him the "OK" we will be adding another cute little Miller. Facebook isn't helping any either, everyone keeps having babies. It would be ideal to have another because Bentley would be close to turning 3, Sawyer would be close to Bentleys age, and I really want all my babies back to back. I want 4-6, so it would be a wise choice. Fertile Myrtle? Hehe! Hubs can just look at me and somehow I get pregnant ;). How old is "too old" to have a child? Opinions...

 Tomorrow, we have a family cookout get together with our NC family. I am kind of looking forward to it, but then again I'm not. I hate heat, I hate sweating when I have a long drive home, and I hate skeeters. I am not much of a Summer gal, but I have grown to enjoy it more since Bentley is getting older. I am taking beans and I'm trying to figure out HOW to keep them hot, reminding you that it's in NC...2.5 hours away. I have a hookup adapter thing for the car, so if I can find it- I think I may plug in my crock pot and let it cook going down the road. Now, if I can find it. 

Well, I'm hopping off! My coffee is getting cold and my butt is getting numb, so I need to stretch my legs, finish writing Hubs letter, and finish stripping cloth diapers. Have a good night! 



-The Stay at home Mommy who juggles it ALL! 

Yep, I'm Scatterbrained.

 As I sit here watching the News and debating what to have for supper, I am wondering if 3.5 weeks will ever hurry up! I miss my Husband. The kids are spending a few days with my Mom while I get over a little sickness. The Doctor doesn't want me around them for a week, but I honestly don't think I can wait that long. If I start to feel somewhat better, I think I may finish my Spring cleaning and go get them...we'll see.
 This morning when I woke up, I laid in bed and listened to praise and worship music for almost 2 hours. I haven't laid in bed with no care in the world in a very long time, so just laying there singing my heart out was an amazing feeling. I didn't do anything today, but lay around and be lazy. It was good to just rest for a day and kick my feet up. It doesn't feel normal for me to be lazy or the house so quiet. It's actually lonely and a little sad, I miss my babies. I started book 2 of the Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy and my goodness! It gets even better! With hardly any time to read it with two kids, I do plan on finishing it before Hubs gets home...maybe even while the kiddos are gone!
 *Rolls eyes* I hate when the TV does out during storms. Bring back my news! 
  Do you have any Summer plans this year? Hubs is wanting to go on Vacation when he comes home, which I don't know if that's happening. I would like to, but I feel like when he comes home, we will be bombarded with Birthdays. I haven't yet decided what to do for Bentleys Birthday. I don't know who I should invite and where to have it. Most places in the Greenville is either too expensive or they do parties 4 years and up...he's turning 2. Soooo...any ideas? I thought about having a cookout at our house and then the kiddos can go swim at the pool, but I can't stand to have people dirty up my house. I am very OCD and get bent out of shape if someone spills something or dirties something up. I wouldn't quit being friends with them, but it would certainly be close to it. It's awful, I know. I shouldn't be that way, but I work hard to keep my house spotless and I feel like people are disrespectful and don't give a hoot.
 Everyone is having babies! I thought it was bad when I was pregnant! After this year, MOST of my friends will finally have an addition to their family. I am so excited, I could scream--literally! It's weird watching people you grow up with have babies. Makes you feel old. Hubs and I started earlier than most, so it got old always taking the boys to dinner with other couples...I for some reason felt rude. Now, I won't feel bad or so scatter brained because they will be joining me. Yes, I said scatterbrained. I do not think straight anymore and I feel like when I talk to an adult I am all over the place. I jump from subject to subject and then back track. It annoys me when I do it, so I know I lose them when I socialize. 
 Well, I am hopping off! I am going to fix me something to eat before my shows come on tonight! Have a good night and will see you back tomorrow! 
  -The Stay at home Mommy who juggles it ALL! 

 

Since my last post...

  Since I have blogged, the stinking site changed their dash board, so I'm lost and a little uncomfortable--hoping I post this post the right way! Haha! So since my last post, not much has changed, literally. Hubby is still gone and I am still lonely after 7 pm every night. The kids are growing up fast and I can't stand it. Where does time go?! Sawyer is now crawling EVERYWHERE and Bentley is a chatterbox. The boys are now at the age to where they fight over the silliest toys and there is never just one babe eating puffs--sharing is something Bentley is learning gradually, lol! 
 Since my last post, Hubs finished bootcamp and is now in AIT training. He is doing so well, seems like he likes it better up there than here ;) We have 3 weeks 6 days left (Not that I'm counting down or anything) until we get to see him, time is going by so slow. I feel like we have been at the 4 week mark FOREVER, literally. Didn't I ask where does time go? It flies by with children, but ever so slow when my sweet Hubby is gone. I think I am driving to Missouri myself to pick him up which will be good because I will get a break from the kids and have like a 'mini date' with him, but whatever the plan is, I'll be happy. I have been living at the gym (at least it seems that way) and lost 11 pounds in 11 weeks. Now I feel like my weight is at a stopping point. Why?!? I am toning up a tad bit, but I honestly thought I would look better than what I do now. I guess maybe I had high expectations for myself, but that's not bad, right? 
 I have been going through a lot lately and I feel like I have become an emotional mess. I don't understand how I can see most of my "friends" all the time when my Hubby is here, but when he leaves, I don't see or hear from most of them. It's like they are my friends for show and when I need them the most, they are no where to be found. I seriously feel like I have to beg them to hang out with me and I finally gave up last week. I had a pity party I guess you could say and deleted them off FB. I deleted every "friend" that was my friend before he left and didn't even care to have anything to do with me when he did leave. That doesn't mean I'm not friends with them, I did tell them what I was doing. I also made it a point that they have my number and know how to get in touch with me when they want to talk. I am almost fed up with FB anyway, I feel like people want to know everything going on in your life, but don't keep up with you in person. Maybe I am too old fashioned, but I like to get together with friends at a coffee shop or even meet up with lunch. What happened to those days? Sometimes I wonder if it's just me, but I honestly can say it's not. 
 I am engrossed in a delicious book called  Fifty Shades of Grey and it's...delicious. I can't put the book down. I actually started reading it before it made headline news and started a whole new scattered controversy. Who cares if the book defines sex and intimate stuff down to the T. I may be learning some new things to show my Hubby in the bedroom, so I am down with it. I tried explaining the book to him and he thinks I am crazy. No one will understand until they read it. Go kindle it and start reading! I am wondering how they are going to make a movie because I honestly don't think there could be a "movie".....maybe more like a porno. I could be wrong, maybe they will tweak it and somehow make a movie into it. I am a HUGE Twilight fan, but I am more into these book than I was with them. I feel like I'm cheating on Edward with Christian Grey ;) LOL! 


Well, I'm off to go watch Greys Anatomy Finale tonight. It looks like it will be good with a shocking cliff hanger *go figure*, so I can't wait until next season already! Ya'll have a good night and see you soon!

 
-The Stay at home Mommy who juggles it ALL!