Yep, I'm Scatterbrained.

 As I sit here watching the News and debating what to have for supper, I am wondering if 3.5 weeks will ever hurry up! I miss my Husband. The kids are spending a few days with my Mom while I get over a little sickness. The Doctor doesn't want me around them for a week, but I honestly don't think I can wait that long. If I start to feel somewhat better, I think I may finish my Spring cleaning and go get them...we'll see.
 This morning when I woke up, I laid in bed and listened to praise and worship music for almost 2 hours. I haven't laid in bed with no care in the world in a very long time, so just laying there singing my heart out was an amazing feeling. I didn't do anything today, but lay around and be lazy. It was good to just rest for a day and kick my feet up. It doesn't feel normal for me to be lazy or the house so quiet. It's actually lonely and a little sad, I miss my babies. I started book 2 of the Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy and my goodness! It gets even better! With hardly any time to read it with two kids, I do plan on finishing it before Hubs gets home...maybe even while the kiddos are gone!
 *Rolls eyes* I hate when the TV does out during storms. Bring back my news! 
  Do you have any Summer plans this year? Hubs is wanting to go on Vacation when he comes home, which I don't know if that's happening. I would like to, but I feel like when he comes home, we will be bombarded with Birthdays. I haven't yet decided what to do for Bentleys Birthday. I don't know who I should invite and where to have it. Most places in the Greenville is either too expensive or they do parties 4 years and up...he's turning 2. Soooo...any ideas? I thought about having a cookout at our house and then the kiddos can go swim at the pool, but I can't stand to have people dirty up my house. I am very OCD and get bent out of shape if someone spills something or dirties something up. I wouldn't quit being friends with them, but it would certainly be close to it. It's awful, I know. I shouldn't be that way, but I work hard to keep my house spotless and I feel like people are disrespectful and don't give a hoot.
 Everyone is having babies! I thought it was bad when I was pregnant! After this year, MOST of my friends will finally have an addition to their family. I am so excited, I could scream--literally! It's weird watching people you grow up with have babies. Makes you feel old. Hubs and I started earlier than most, so it got old always taking the boys to dinner with other couples...I for some reason felt rude. Now, I won't feel bad or so scatter brained because they will be joining me. Yes, I said scatterbrained. I do not think straight anymore and I feel like when I talk to an adult I am all over the place. I jump from subject to subject and then back track. It annoys me when I do it, so I know I lose them when I socialize. 
 Well, I am hopping off! I am going to fix me something to eat before my shows come on tonight! Have a good night and will see you back tomorrow! 
  -The Stay at home Mommy who juggles it ALL!