Hubby Monday

Hubs is doing good. He said that Basic is kicking his butt. He has hives from his dog tags that broke him out, rash on his back from his camel back, sun burnt pretty bad, and he's homesick. I'm glad he's homesick--deserves him right. I miss that man. He has fire guard all the time, one guy is awful and they all get penalty for it, and he is enjoying eating healthy. He's been doing obstacle courses and marching for 4 miles with an 80 pound back pack...in the heat. I'd die! It's been almost a month since he has been gone, 3 more to go. It sucks. I thought it would fly by, but it hasn't. Hubs hasn't yet to receive any of my letters which is a bummer, but I'm hoping he gets them this week (I sent them out last week). He should already have them, but who knows. Bentley is growing up so quick and speaking so much, Hubs will be shocked when he comes home! Bentley asked me earlier, "Mama, where's Dada?" He had an episode tonight screaming and crying for him, I think it hit him that Daddy isn't coming home anytime soon. If I could wish anything, it would be for him to see his daddy for a second. He doesn't understand where he is or what he's doing. I cry.
  The boys are feeling better, so I think I will go back to the gym tomorrow. I haven't been in what seems like forever because the littles and I were sick. It stinks and so discouraging because I want to lose this weight and feel good about myself before Hubs comes home, but I feel like that's never going to happen! It's so hard to eat right and stay healthy...especially with two babes and a sweet tooth! We went to our first Play date today and met knew friends, Bentley, had a ball. I go again this Friday, so hopefully I can open up more because today was a little awkward. I am NOT a shy person what so ever (for those of you who know me, know I'm not) and today it was an awkward shy. We will see I guess. Bentley enjoyed it and that's all that matters. He played by him self for the most part because the bigger kids where off in their click. Bentley tried robbing apples from some other play group there to learning to go down the slide himself. Exciting! 
  So I am going to vent for a minute. I have some people on FB of all places, one in particular that thinks her crap don't stink. She thinks her and her Hubby walk on water and can spend whatever they want because that's the way it 'should be' and it bothers me! I can't stand that 'I am better than you attitude' becuase you aren't. I don't care what you do, what your husband did/does, what hour you go pee at night--I DON'T CARE! Now since I did a quick rant, I'm going to hop off here. Hope you enjoy your night! 

Megan